Hair!

I am hoping to get my hair done very soon - keeping my fingers crossed for Saturday! I may be having a quarter life crisis...I feel so ugly. No matter how I style my hair, no matter how I do my makeup, no matter how new my clothes are, when I look in the mirror, I don't feel very attractive. Looking through old pictures, I think it should be a simple fix...My HAIR! The last time I had it done was about 5 months and it was done with so many lo-lites, it is near my natural mousy dishwater blonde color-yuck! I want it BLONDE and I want side bangs.

Here are a few pictures to show what I am hoping for: